Embrace the randomness

i just finished seeing X/1999.....oh my god. i still can't believe...it was just so....AHHHHH--there are honestly no words to explain what felt when i was seeing this...i just????? even now, i;m just sitting in front of my computer and....i can bearly type--never would i had thought that an anime would make me cry, i don;t cry that easily! >.>! but i couldn;t help it..i just couldn;t TT___TT and what makes it worse is that this series is unfinished, so we really don't know if Kamui(gosh, can;t even type his name w/out feeling bad 4 him) is dead or not--his kakkei is still around, & the only way 4 it 2 dissapears is if he died.... I H8 U CLAMP!!!!! ur messing w/ my brain!!!! i can honestly say that i'm not going to re-watch this again--i can't see all of this sadness again--DD-chan how do you do it? i'm still at a losse of words--its just so_____. but still you got to love it and hate it at the same time. THERE SHOULD SOOOO BE AN ENDING 4 THIS SERIES!!! it deserves that much at least.
*running to grab tissue&dabs eyes* maybe i'll go see TRC...get me happy again TTT__TTT

Edit#1: okays...i'm normal again. :)XDD
Edit#2: Reading X manga...shit, where're my Kleenex!???